02 June 2010

I'll be okay tomorrow

Today, I'm ready for a break from this island, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm tired of being HOT and mosquito-bitten all the time, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm frustrated by the bat guano in the laundry room and the lizards in the bedroom and the mysterious noises in the attic, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I can't believe we really spend $50 (US) on milk every week, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm tired of shopping at stores without everything I'm looking for and coming home with expired items, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm weary with pushing our St Andrews life out of my mind because I still miss it SO much, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm weary of feeling like a foreigner, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm bored with the beach and lacking the energy required to be there on my own with 2 wee ones, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I miss La Salsa and Jahangir, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm tired of turning down Luke's offer to stay home with the kids while I go out for some mommy-time because there is no where I want to go, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm ready to be closer to our families (at least in the same country!), but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I really, really want a root beer float, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I'm tired of doing laundry - we each go through at least 2 outfits a day and everything is so sweaty or dirty that it all has to be washed and hung, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
I feel settled, though I can't envision this ever feeling homey, but I'll be okay tomorrow.
Today, I'm ready to be done with our season here, but I've felt this way before. That's how I know I'll be okay tomorrow.

6 comments:

The Egan Family said...

Hugs, friend!!! You're my hero! I am going to pray that God will show you a special place that you actually want to go to for Holly-time!

Cass said...

Hang in there! We are in Ukraine for a month, which is long enough, and I am also missing a dryer and root beer. I've never realized till now how much I hate hanging clothes and Alex is also going through at least 2 or 3 outfits a day! And, I know this won't solve all your problems...but I'd be happy to mail you a six pack of root beer once we get back to the US. I'll be praying for you.

Burchams said...

Love you so much. Praying for you!

Bryonie said...

Oh honey, I'm so proud of you. I'm sorry it still feels so hard. Here's to tomorrow, right? I love you!

Bryonie said...

And your ponytails are adorable. :-)

Rachel said...

I miss Jahangir too! And you!